alot of regrets...
keep saying... "hai ya.. shouldn't said tis... i shouldn't do that"
& i can tell u that this feeling sucks mann`
haha!
really.... terrible..
u wun like it =)
& i hate it !!!!
all these is cause bcoz there is no wise decision made.
alot of time we always do stupid mistakes...
y??
bcoz we nv tik proberly b4 we do....

Live a life of no regrets....
how??
to make a wise choice....
check it out with God or ur leaders...
dun be too quick to act~
making a wise choice is not up to ur likings..
coz wat we feel like doing might cause us to regret in future..
ya...
so...... wise choice !!!!
tik.. WWJD - wat would Jesus Do?

oh no !

so sick mann`
i am broke...
anyone give me money??
wahaha...
calulated...
i only can spend Less den $2 per day !!!
how arh??
haha........
God... help mii !

Decided to buy something for her..
hehe...
that something cause mi to broke de lor...
but she doesnt seems to appreciate leh..
i mean for example if u use all your savings to buy something for someone...
den u xpect him or her to be so excited mah...
but no leh.......
haiz so disappointed....
but anyway... dun care lar...
juz do my part.
hehe...

math tcher scolded mi.
feel half happi half scare...
happi coz he is reali despo to help mi pass my maths...
haha!!!

human love to compare...
but...
they always compare their own strength to other's weakness..
no wonder there are so much bitterness lar !!!
hai yo.....
juz now i was asking her to accompany mi go somewhere...
den bcoz she wanted to save ez-link fare den dun wana accompany mi..
i was abit stun lar..
wahaha...
den i tot " if i were her, i will put frenz 1st den ez link lor..."
but *Wait* !!!!!
y am i thinking that ???
*bish !!!!*
*tik tik*
there are alot of weakness in mi that is her strength...
really....
dun compare lar =)
no gd no gd
wat good is that?
end up hurting everybody...
u is u... others is others...
everyone is unique....
no point comparing =p

hmmm...
i feel uneasy..
juz now nth to do den go read other ppl de blog...
realise alot..
ppl's life are so so so so miserable !!!
oh no.. life is not meant to be like this !
c'mon lar.. there is more den all these..

haiz... say frankly.. i am disgusted by myself..
so sinful... always do e wrong thing
but i blive i am not e only one rite?
haha....
but........
i love myself...
not in the sense that i love my sins lar, but i lurve myself coz i am so blessed, i am God's beloved..
y am i saying all thses??
coz i realise that alot of ppl always curse themselves, look down on themselves..
oh no...

God lurve everyone of us, look highly on us..
there is no one in his eyes that is useless ya??
if u look down ou urself, means u are looking down on God!!
God is higher den all else,
who are u to look down on wat God look highly at??
=)

hey !! dun only lurve urself, love others also lar *wahaha*
but wat i am trying to say is that.......
dun need to hate urself...
dun hurt urself...
be humble...
a humble person is not abt speakly softly..
but a humble person is someone who obeys God.
so.... God loves u... how can u not love urself?
dun hurt urself (both physically & mentally)... u are His child..
when u hurt urself, u are hurting Him..

all of us here are so blessed...
look at wat God has given to u !!
Look at wat God can do =)
dun juz look at wat u cannot do ya?
such a blessed life we have.. how is it possible to hate our life ya??

JESUS IS JOY
JESUS IS THE ANSWER !!
JESUS IS LOVE !!

HE IS ABLE..

Hey.... u are being loved...
dun u noe that its a wonderful feeling to be loved??
hehe...
u are being protected...
someone is always there for u..
& more more more !!
isn't that enough?
den wat are u glumbling for?? =p

Love wat God Love...
& that is people..
that includes YOU !!!!!
He dun juz love the lost souls, or ur sheep or other ppl....
He also love u...
=)

sighs

wahaha.
duno y keep sighing today..
mayb is coz i nv go skool ba.
duno y feel so weird if nv go skool~
i tot i dun like skool??
wahaha.

went to see doc liao..
indeed.. something is wrong..
wahaha..
pray that i will be ok =)
i wan to be a mummy next time de hor...
hehe....
*heh? thats being not logical to talk abt it now*
blehz!

so happy!!
& supprise??
she suddenly say " hey! good nitez" to me !!
i was like... "huh??" & "wow!!" & "yeah !!"
i have been pinning for this day for ard 6mths liao??
i miss her....
i am more den willing to be her listener & fren...
but after all, i still want her back to God..
i still tik that w/o God in our friendship, the friendship wun be strong & sweet.
hehe... if u noe who is she den fine... if u duno... juz wana tell u that she is someone impt to mi & God =) thats -xuan =p
pls come back alrite??
dun wait too long... u need him now in this point of life... =)
yay !!!!!!

so bored chatting conference ..
*confession*hehe...
*eh buddies.. u wun mind hor??*
wahaha !!!
love to chat with u guys but not in conference & that topic lar..
wahaha !!

i am broke.
next mth also gonna be broke..
argh.... not a nice feeling..

yay tml shepherding with eelee !!
looking forward =)

weak vs strong?

yoz...
didnt so skool today..
*lazy*??
wahaha no lar..
later gonna see doc..

hmmm.. recenty i tik alot abt God's strength..
& i am convicted that HE is strong..
i tik its dumb to fall down & give up when we are facing probz..
i tik the more probz or set backs we have, the more we cannot give up.
if we are rooted to the WOG & love Him...
can probz take away the relationship?
ya... love God juz for who he is.... not for wat he give.. =)

[2cor12:10] For when I am weak, then I am strong.
i regconise that i need God's strength....
i cant make it myself..

i reali got to understand wat is trust..
wat is God is in control..
well , i dun tik i understand fully coz i noe there is more to discover from him..
hehe...
but i can say that i have more understanding in this 2 areas =)

as wat shuz always tell mi, "courage is in the presence of fear, not in the absent of fear"
so its the same for faith & trust...
trust in HIM is not only when u are in a comfy stage, but its when things seems so hopeless & impossible, u choose to trust God, truly blive that u will success bcoz HE is with u..

lurve walking with him..
cant say that its always smooth..
but can say that i have grown alot in my character...
indeed, testings are good for us !! =)
i will nv nv forget wat God promiz us....
[1cor10:13] He will provide a way...
he is so so so faithful !!!

hehe... i realise that i am so naggy...
anyway this is a reminder for me & all of u here...
i always blive that when i have testings or probz...
this means that God love me & he blive in me...
so i wana choose to rejoice even when in my lowest peak of life,
coz no matter wat stage i am in... i cant deny that God is joy... God is love & the fact that He is with mi, He is real !!
if he is with me.... why am i not rejoicing??
i am so blessed =p

yeah!

i feel so so so so happy !!!!!
FINALLY !!
i manage to change the song in my blog myself..
i am so proud of myself mann` *opps*
hehe!!
i was like "yeah!!!!" *accidently knock against my com & my com shut down w/o mi saving the templates..* in the middle of the conference with jerel,jency & joyce...
& i noe.. question marks are every where abv their heads..
wahaha !!
anyway.. thanks zhi xuan~
thou she din reali help much
but by offering me the webby is enough mann`
better & easier den the other one =)
hey .. this song is nice..
realli..
the lyrics & everything..

ptss...... juz to confirm... now reali can hear liao hor?? =p

help mii !!!!!
how come jerel & yu qian can hear songs in my blog but mi & jency cant?
i wan to hear....
its testify to love by avalon

eh.. do mi a favour....
can u guys tell mi if u can hear anything?

one more....
if u noe how to do blog thingy..
HELP MI !!!
wahaha !!!

thanks wor !

i love west C
i love God
i love my family of God =)
this is where i belong =p
got alot to say abt my grp today
but lazy to type..
u can go see our west blog =) written there
yay !!

west C seed.. dun forget our special date on national day..
wahaha !!

miracles start with a challenge =)

God is a faithful God
trust HIS character..
give thanks for who HE is =)
great !

nth can separeate us.. nothing..
dun blive?? read romans !!
wahaha !!

west C

Yuppee.. =)
i hit 23..
finally.... *phew*
well done gals :)

continue to trust God..
and MAKE SURE they come !
yay !!

faith =)

i was reminded abt faith once again..
reminded that its always not abt mii..
its all abt God..
i have gone thru reali alot..
& i noe other den overcoming all these...
i have to rely on HIM ..
bcoz i noe i cannot.. i am not able..
HE is able...
well, there is nth that HE cannot handle..

as a sinner... i find myself struggling to be the kind of person God want mi to be..
thou i noe God is perfect..
but i am still amazed by His character..
sometimes.. i wonder...
"how could love ppl like mi?"
but e fact is...
HE reali love mi.. wahaha..
HE can forgive my stupid mistakes that hurt Him.
& he is so patient wit mi when i repete e same old mistakes..
wow =) this is grace..

this God is like my fren..
the best fren ever...
by nature.. i am not that kind of independent person..
even if i am one, i would need someone to listen to mi.. to be with mi, to give mi security..
no can can do that... only God can..
i appreciate Him so so much..
can e ppl ard u give u real joy? are they able to fill ur "hole" in ur heart?

pleasures in e world are only for awhile..
so wat if they are attractive??
can they fill u?

i cannot afford not to have God in my life...
no one can afford to.. =)

wana give thanks to God for my 21 =)
yay !!
its coming....

frrenz

Look at them.. so cute.. These are all Xiao xin's frenz.. they are all so sincere, so fun.. no hurts, no conflicts... =) cool !
i begin not to understand wat is frendship all abt...

happi birthday ting !

yeah !!
today is my 2nd year with God..
i am veri excited !!
wahaha !!
19.07.2003
this is the day i noe God..
i still can rmber wat happen that day..
my life change after that !!
it would be so nice if i can spend e rest of my life with God...
mayb 1 day i will tell my grand children...
"today is ah ma 50th year knowing God"
i long for that day =)
soo nice to spend e rest of my life with God..
now its only e second year !!
wow !!!!
exciting journey...
there is more to go...
gonna walk with faith !! =)
Love Daddy` =)

the world is so ugly..

my frenz says...
"friends are meant to be used"
i was like.... "HUH!!??!!"
fren:"u mean u make frenz with pure motive?"
mii:"wat motive muz i have??"
fren:"u noe? u muz noe more frenz coz 1 day u will find them useful"
mii:"yes, they are useful..but is this e only reason y u make frenz??"
fren:"den??"
mii"they are my best frenz bcoz we click well"
fren:"ohh,u are too innocent"
mii:"den tell mi, in which area u wan to use mii??"
fren:"no lar...."

my another fren had a dull face today....
mii:"eh... y u lidat??"
fren:"i lost my results to my frenz"
mii:"y are u so concern abt all these??"
he nv ans....
den another fren says that to compete means that can improve...
to compete to be satisfied..
wow lao....
wat for sia??
y muz they compare??
as long as they improve, means they have win themselves..
anyway other ppl standard that good meh??
muz win them to find joy??
*anyway if u are a christian.. compare ur standard with God, not with others.. bcoz there are no other better standard den God's*

one more..tcher talk abt ppl in e past dun mind marrying old man for e sake of money..den i was telling my fren that.. "i would like to marry a rich man... but i wun anyhow marry juz coz of money.. i would rather go poor den marrying a man without character..."i tot she will agree...but.... *haiz u guys should noe e ans liao..*u noe wat?? money is not everything..i tik our life is so much worthy den wat e rich man has.. ur life dun come cheap =)dun ruin ur life juz lidat..

God treasure u.. =)

Life is more den all thses =)

faith

Wat is faith all abt??
well thats at i learn in ULM..
Faith in God is...

1. Believing When I Dun See It
(When u can see it..thats not faith)
2.Obeying When I Dun Understand It
(Dun let ur persanalities drive u..let the WOG drive u)
3.Giving When I Dun Have It

(Faithful Giving,Generous Giving VS Sacrificial giving)

4.Persisting When I Dun Feel Like It
(Best Eg: Moses!! Always bring everything back to God even u dun like doing wat u are doing..its always not abt urself!)
5.Trusting If I Haben Got It
(Faith in God that HE will give u wat HE promiz even thou u haben sees it)
6.Thanking Before I receive It
(Giving thanks when u receive is call "grateful"..giving thanks b4 u receive/see it..thats faith!! God is already doing, not nv do..)

well..hope that this will bless u guys alot...
u noe wat??
faith is not something that by saying.. u will have..
read Heb 11..
u will get to noe abt ppl like moses..abraham..abel etc..
these are the ppl who has FAITH in HIM who is invisible...
cant see HIM but noe HE is real...
do things that is ridiculous(corrct spelling?)
juz for God.... =)

Do u have Faith in Him who is invisible??

i got my sf65

yeah !!
i got my sf65 !!
too bad no more white..
i got the black one instead
wahaha!!
so blessed.
u noe wat?
i got the phone free..
actually is $600+ if sign line..
den got this national day promotion
become $98..
den coz my daddy's line also starhub
my internet starhub.
i have SCV
aaron also sign starhub..
My daddy's gf work in starhub
we got 2 sf65 free !!
one for aaron ..
one for mii
isn't that cool ??
nv tot of this...
few days ago still head pain abt....
"how to have $600??"
now...
mi & aaron de phone same !!
we have same number also...
accept for the last number !!
aaron's number is 81****28
mine... 81****27
wahaha !
so cool~
anyway i have 2 numbers...
the old one still have..

but... e cam not that good lar...
=(
hehe..

had a battle in my mind..
but thank God..
i've made the rite choice..
God is always so faithful..

i reali wan fruits in West C...

haiz

u noe wat??
juz found out that sf65 got national day promotion !!
$98!!
wahaha !!!!
happi like mad...

Aaron hp spoil liao..
he will have new phone too !!
ke lian de papa...
broke.
haha

anyway.... soo sad sia...
west C didnt hit 21..
only 18...

God... i reali wan 21...
i reali wan...
i tell do anything to hit 21..
i will =)

anyway... i am not giving up...
all these happen.....
alot of big blows...
but i am not giving up..
bcoz i dun serve God bcoz of fruits...
even if no fruits... i wana serve Him..
bcoz God dun love me coz of my ppl..not coz of west C !!
God lurve me.. not bcoz of anything..
therefore... i shall love Him not coz i hit goal...
now... i nv hit goal..
but i still got next week !!
=)
if i give up trying again...
i wun success...
i wana try again...

God... please give me strength...

i am still convicted =)

F a i t h -ii blive =p

oh no !

i've been stuffing myself with choc!!
wahaha!!
oh noo!!!
i am getting fatter...
feel like dieting...
mayb i should go for a carbo fast??
but this means that i have to say bye to
fries!! cheeze !! blah blah~
thats so sad..
haha!!
my frenz say i not fat at all...
but i noe myself too well liao..
haha...
my skirt tells me the truth already...
sobz...

haha....
jiayou ting !!

i dun wana do exercise leh...
oh gosh...
wat on earth am i talking abt??

MA FAN !!!!!
self control mann`

in God's eyes....
i am slim.. wahaha !!
cute...
beautiful !!!
*ptss* i only like to see the mirror that belong to God.. wahaha !!

btw.... sf65 soooo ex !!! $700 leh !!!!
that time got promotion...
sigh line only &100 ++
now... sigh line also need $600 ++ arh !!!
sooo ex...
even if i buy.. i dun dare to bring out arh~
bad experience too many liao...
wahaha !!
already lost 3 hp liao...
all haben use to 2 mths..
all abv $400 !!
thats sick !!
haha

is everybodu going crazy?

wahaha...
juz had shepherding with eelee..
u noe wat?
i always look forward to shepherding...
i duno y...
i juz look forward to it =)
do u?

actually.. in hope..
we have such a privelledge(i noe i spell wrong!)
to have a mentor taking care of u..
haha...
mayb u might tik that there is someone who control u...
someone whom u find irritating...
but.... u duno how is it feel like when there is no one taking care of u..
i reali appreciated shepherds....
no other church has this system...
dun u tik hope church is a great church??
feel so belong... feel like a child !!
yay !!

shepherds are someone who are willing to die for their sheep..
they are the one who sacrifices...
they wun be able to get a drumstick to eat even thou they pay for it.. at the end..they got themself a battok..
*the drumstick is the sheep's tummy!!!*
wahaha!!!
i duno u understand wat i mean or not?
this is juz a description lar...
weeee...

i love my shepherd.
u noe wat???
she is not perfect...
yay!!!
*is it a big secret??*
haha !!!
but she is someone that loves mii
& someone that is God's chosen to take care of mii
&....... bothers abt mii !!
haha!!
more lar... =)
wat abt u??
ain't ur shepherd lidat also??

dun need to blame ur shepherd when they did silly mistakes lar...
they are not perfect...
alrite??
they are changing... yay!!!

God's chosen...
He will nv pick a wrong shepherd for u de lar!!!
wahaha!!!
dun doubt God's choice ya??
thats include ur leader too..
may it be CL..UL.. blah blah.. =p

juz now at train ...
met an indian guy..
he is juz 1cm away frm mi??
he sing & dance to himself..
scare mi..
suddenly tot of a song...
"is everybody going crazy..?"
by simple plan..
wahaha!!

anyway... lets harvest big time!!!
if u find urself have no breakthru for a long time..
let this C R A V E be the one !!
=)

-iiBlive..

West C 21.. 10 converts !!
lets blive !

Lost..

I have come to a stage where by i dun feel like talking anymore...
dun feel like sharing how i feel...
its all abt skool again !!!
feel like crying..
i feel so lost when tcher ask us to do hmwk..
no one can help mii....
who would have paitient to teach me?
where by i dun even understand the basic?

without God... i would have turn crazy..

God... u are my strength =)

amen !

-Stop trusting in man, who has but a breath in his nostrils. Of what account is he?-
[ISAIAH 2: 22]

yes... y put ur trust in humans?
sinners...?
man has nth but a breath..
haha...

place ur trust not in yourself...
place ur trust not in ur parents...
not in ur frenz...
not in anyone....
bcoz they will fail one day..
only God nv fails =)

-No relationship will last for eternal other den the relationship with Jesus.-
=)

shoo!! problems.....

miracles are coming...
yes!!!
i am convicted.
i blive.
shoo!!! problemz...
breakthroughs!!

west C hit 21.
phew...
finally...
wahaha!!!
oh God..
i wan more...
Dear God...
thanks alot !!!!
i noe all these is done by u..
all credits to u alone =)

gals... jiayou !!!!
dun miss the harvest k..
cannot !!!
c r a v e for more !!
altite??

are u excited?
can u hear my heartbeat??
yeah...
come on... u guys can do it...

"everything's alrite... i got Jesus with me"
u guys always sing it....
but do u understand it??
yay...
everything's gonna be alrite =)

10 converts..here we go !!!
yes & amen!!
i wana see this mann`
haha...
are u in this?
=)
pray hard..
blive in God...
nth is impossible with God..
yay..

F A I T H

`If God is not in the picture...we are painting for nothing.

i know..

perservere.
=)
God... i will nv stop asking until u give mii.
i noe u will give mii de..
yay !!

i am so convicted that we will have breakthroughs!!
God.... u said that..
b4 a miracle.. there is always problems
hmmmm...
i pray that miracle will happen this sat.
i am so excited.
at the same time... heart beat very fast
i wan faster sat !! =)
the problems should stop here le...
coz miracles is near.

10 converts`
3 rows !
argh... God i reali wan..
all our ppl work so hard...
i blive that God will honour all these...
God... its not abt us anymore...
its abt u !!

God made promises...
not that He already promise den u dun do anything.
and also.....
not that we do everything & dun rely on God.
things wun work in these 2 ways !!

-As we trust God.. we do our best !!-
even if we do our best..if God is not in it... its equal to nth.

we may be limited. but God isn't
dun be bound by wat we can see =)
yay!!!

_`"Come now, let us reason together," says the Lord._`
[ISAIAH 1 :18a]
the nation sinned against the Lord...
God nv curse them.
nv punish them.
blah blah...
but God reason with them...
wat a paitient God we have !!
wat a loving & forgiving daddy!
wat a graceful God.. =)
*can u imagine u reasoning with insects??*
["oh dear ants.... can u pls stop entering my room??"]
wowooo....
will u say this? haha!!!
i tik u will step or rather sqeeze them to death when u saw them lor..
still bother to reason with them meh??
LoL!!
yes!! its the same as God...
He could have "squeeze" us to death...
but He choose to reason with us..

i lurve daddy` =)
Jesus Rawks !!


10 converts !!!
21 21 21 21 21 !!

crazy mii... blog 2 entries in 1 day..
wahaha !!!

wahaha`

wahaha....
u noe wat?
it started off like this....
*eelee's blog*
[eelee:"I am considering going back to Dino, anyone interested?"]
[ting:"well... if after my O, u are still so motivated abt Dino, i'll join u.. haha !!! "i doubt" (opps) !! blehz !!"]
[eelee:"ting,u sure or not?"]
[ting:"yesss~ i am sure.. after O level.. u ask me run 5km i also willing ~ hahahaha !!!"]
[jency:"tingz.. sure mah? i hold u accountable huh.. 5km.. wahahas. *prays* God, turn my unbelief into belief!!"]
[eelee:"heehee... we are all witness!! i will copy this part and paste somewhere as evidence.. hahaa"]
[ting:"wahaha !!!! ya... i am sure... but u noe.. sometime run too much also no use.. mayb the 5km can be divided into a few days.. haha !! *blehz*"]
wahaha.
well, i din promise then that e 5km gonna be divided...
*sly*
haha
ok lar....
see how ba.
LoL !!!



anyway..... wana show u all something..
*copy frm eelee's blog de..*
Be thankful for…
The clothes that fit a little too tight
because it means I have enough to eat.
The pile of laundry and ironing
because it means I have clothes to wear.
For weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day
because it means that I am capable of working hard
The person behind me in church who sings off key
because it means that I can hear.
The alarm that goes off in the early morning hours
because it means that I'm alive.


anyway.... be thankful..
dun u noe u are much blessed den others??
look at ur size...
look at ur house...
look at ur kitchen
=)
yuppz..


xuan....
dun take too long...
not that i wana rush u...
but i am simply looking forward to that day =)
God also..
ya..
hehe
lurve ya..


West C !!!! 10 converts!
I BELIEVE !!!
=)

my new blogskin =)

thanks jency !!
i forgot how many clouds i owe u liao..
nvm. *blehz* !!
i juz give u a star can liao.. haha !!
or u wan sun?
*sun-tanning in heaven??*

convicted.
west C will have breakthroughs!!
WILL !!!
21 for Jesus !!
10 Converts For Jesus !!

i miss xuan~
haha!!
really...
i keep wondering "how is her life?"
hey xuan.. juz wana tell u that HE still lurve u.
still waiting for u.
life might be attactive (or mayb not??) outside
but its still not the best~ really....
e best is in His hands..
haha!! 0.1% chances she would see this..
but anyway.... i reali hope to see her back~
coz she need a life lidat ...
=)

yesterday.. i study with jerel & aaron..
jerel did chiense compo
guess wat?
the tittle of his compo is EXACTLY the same as my O level Chi oral today!!
this shock mi sia~
haha!!!
*aiya... y didnt i think for him...?*
haha!!

DO NOT LIMIT WAT HE CAN DO !! =)

Nahz ~

dun reali noe wat to say...
but anyway...
super irritated by my com~
its beyond description~
now i am in the stage of dun feel like doing anything...
juz wana lie on my bed & den do nth.
haha!
its my fault lar...
in e past dun work hard enough..
den now i am tired ..
diao~
so glad that i have Jesus with me..








things ain't going my way.
but i tell u...
i am not going to give way.
i wana walk & walk towards wat God has plan for me.
not going to be easy.
but nth can bring me down when Jesus is with mii
nothing.
dun u dare to touch mii, u idiot satan~
wahaha !!










monday is my chi O level oral ~
u noe wat??
since sec 3... i am always e top in oral~
wahaha!
but scare that i flung during the o level..
who knows??
but i muz jiayou.. coz i dun wana re-take MT liao..








west C hit 16...
not again..
i wan 21...
actually i wana ask "when am i going to hit 21??"
but i suddenly rmber....
i am not going to ask "when?" i am going to ask "wat am i suppose to do to hit 21?"
juz one question.. "are u desperate enough??"
desperate ppl are the ones who go all e way & give it all out.
hungry?? ya??






hais.. owe many many ppl bdae gifts !!
broke.
someone donate some money??
haha !!
as if.... *blehz*
i am so sorry if i still owe u gifts !!!!
i give u voucher 1st..
next time den claim e gifts frm mii k..
haha !!







somebody....
pls help mii !!
my chem. my POA. my maths. My physic. everything !!!
i am lost...
teach mii =(






look forward.
22nd Nov 2005
3.00pm.
"alrite.. pens down !"
this is my last paper !!!!
wah !!! i'm gonna s-c-r-e-a-m !!!!!
but thats another story when i got back my results..
play 1st..
haha !!
muz get 20 points & below!
haha !!
wana date me out??
call mii after 3pm at 22 nov.
i am free !!
now??
where got time??
mon to friday. school up to ard 5pm . except for wed.
7pm gotta study...
sat.... I LURVE SAT. =)
sunday.. I LURVE SUN (1/2) haha
i mean i lurve half day of sunday only.
i lurve the part where by we have dmm.
hate the part after dmm.
gotta study again !
life gonna b lidat till after 22 NOV
end of physically & mentally abuse!!
lets celebrate ! weee~
hmmmm... *count count* ard 4 mths more
not too far away !!! jiayou ting !




-gonna make a difference for HIM- amen.

convicted

convicted.

year 2005 is tough.... but u noe wat?

i am not going to say :
"if i were to choose...i am not going to go thru 2005"

but...

i wana say:
"even if i were to choose again~ i wan to go thru 2005"

bcoz i went thru lots of problems~
this is the time when i experience God most.

reali alot of things that is not that easy for me...
but i am thankful for all these...
bcoz God wan me to grow~

God is there !!!!

God, i am not going to complain...
not going to blame..

i wana say thank you bcoz i am growing =)
its better for me to go thru den being no where...
when u are going thru testings blah blah...
means u are growing =)

problems is the step before miracles !!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... means... i have one more step to go !!!
weeee~=)

God... i wan breakthroughs!!!

-private breakthroughs before public breakthroughs!!!-

so.... it started frm mii !!! x))

breakthroughs!!!! yay!!

3 rows !!!! yay !!!!!!

this day will come & must come
haha !!

THANK YOU LORD
if problems can help me grow closer with God.. i dun Mind =p

haha !!!!! but God i wan victory arh!!! bcoz i wan to see ur kingdom grow

God.... i love you thats y i wana do all these for u.....
if not God, i wun bother...

God bcoz u love mii 1st =)
thanks !!!!!


NO PROBLEM,NO MIRACLES !!!

MIRACLES ON THE WAY~
BREAKTHROUGHS ON THE WAY~
3 ROWS ON THE WAY~

COMING !!!!!!! WEE WEE !!!

Lalala ~

yay~tml is youth day!!
so in another words..its my day!!
haha!!!!
jency listen up,
its joyce, jerel & my Day
haha!!!
jency no holiday ..
blehz~
ok.. suan finish liao.. hehe
u noe wat..
i am so amazed by david hoe lor
so hardworking !!!!
i wana be like him...
*thinking* "how to phyco him to come jurong & study with me???"
haha!!!! ting gonna sly liao!! (opps)
its not a supprise if he got into the news tis year
to get the top in O level~
so hardworking!
but anyway.... i wana do well as well
yay!!
dun wana throw Jesus de face...
ya...
went to pub last friday...
(opps) stumbled???
haha!!!
no lar.....
my fren's family book the place =p
so...... 3 year old kid can also enter !!!
the twins bdae...
i reali enjoy myself ~
niice!!
so blessed....
i have a loving family in the house of God
a lame & comfy circles of frenz ard...
life is great ....
went to shuz hse also
haha
stay over....
i weight myself!!!
arhz !!!!!
i am 0.5kg heavier !!!
i dun wana touch the 50 mark!!!
my weight is __.5kg already!! (ha,u tik i'll reveal my weight here??)
anyway its less den 50kg lar =p
"come church 1st den i tell u" wahaha!!!!
we went to 711 in e middle of the nite..
ard 1am?? i tik so...
jency crave for MR duno wat... aiya the 50cent ice-cream in 711
went to two 711....
guess wat??
got nth... coz no more ice cream
thats lame..
hehe
u noe wat??
its tough ~
without God... i tik i will die
haha
reali
2005...... tough~
have many things to cope~
but i am joyful
bcoz i noe wat am i doing...
all these are worth it...
like wat i always tell my ppl~
"gal u are not wasting ur time"
u noe wat...
the time when u wait for ur sheep...
the time when u prepare this & that for cg & ppl...
the time when u call ur contacts..
the time when u SOW & evax....
the time when u meet ur ppl...
the time when u spend hours listening to ur sheep's complains..
the time when u attended dmm & svs...
blah blah blah...
YOU ARE NOT WASTING UR TIME !!!
even if there is no fruits AT THE MOMENT....
YOU ARE NOT WASTING YOUR TIME !!
worth it... its worth it...
all for the kingdom sake....
love God =)
yay !!!!
West C !! lets see 3 rows !!!!
West !! 10 rows!!
=)
we shall celebrate !!
rmber.. we are wasting our time...
west ppl invest everything to the kingdom !!!!
amen !!

-"Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she had borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you!"-
[ISAIAH 49 : 15]

it talk abt... a mum wun forget the child that she has gave birth... i mean its impossible for u to forget who u give birth isn't it? but even the mum reali forget... God wun forget u...

i reali love this words frm God... this is His promise.... i feel so good to be HIS beloved child !!!
wow... i am someone beloved .. hehe... u imagine lar... dun it feel good when someone treasure u & treat u as his beloved??? thats wat u can get frm God.. reali... =) *dun blive me??try urself lar!!* blehz~

tell u one story~ haha!!!!
there is this chiense artise, drawn a picture of a father... the father he drew look stern with his arm folded.. overall, the father look fierce.. like typical child's thought of a dad.den there is another artise saw this... and disagreed with this. He re-draw the picture of a father... he drew a man running towards his son.. with the hair flying etc.. den the chinese artise ask him : "why is tha man in the picture u drew wore different or rather the wrong shoe?? look.. his shoe is different..."the artise answerd : "oh... bcoz the father is so excited to see the son that he dun even bother abt wat he is wearing"

can u imagine someone who is so excited that he forgot his image?? the father who wore the wrong shoe is our heavenly father...he is so excited abt us!!!! i feel so loved...argh!!! hehe... i feel so blessed =) someone love me so much!! yay! thats God... my daddy =)

1st week of skool ~

back to skool ~
i duno y so tired...
tik its normal ba
haha !
mayb holiday slp alot....
den now muz wake up at 6.45am again~
thats y..
hehe..
anyway.... muz pia for O level liao..
i have alot to catch up..
u noe wat??
i'll have lesson everyday after skool~
mayb till 5pm ...
1st time ever in my high skool life..
& thats sick !!
haha !!
5 mths more & its over !!!!!
recently alot of things happening to west C.
reali alot ~
going thru this period is not possible for me..
but God made it possible by being with me all along~
west C will have revival~
to say the truth~
i reali have no doubts that God's promises to me will come to pass
God assure me again & again~
that HE is not someone who will break promises..
gotta trust His character~
& yes!!!!
i am trusting..
i reali have no doubt in His fufillment of promises~
so.. even now..
my physical eyes tell me that God's promises is further & further away...
but thats wat human see isn't it??
i am not going to blive in wat i can see...
coz wat my God see is not these...
i wana see things how God see things...
thats wat i visualise everyday!!
these days will come..
seeing things not thru my physical eyes but by e way God see things
tis causes me not to have doubts & i am excited =)
i am looking forward !!
who cares wats going on now??
who bother abt her?? that freako who tries to break juying
bcoz i bother only wat God will do to us =)
if God is gonna bring success .... no one can stop tis! no one =p
perservere on !! God says that He will give me strength ~
haha!!! God, "wo bu ke qi le !!!" blehz
"Crave" ESS is coming..
arh~~~!!!! dun miss the harvest !!!
cannot miss..
cant afford to miss......
gonna grap this chance !!
crave ESS....i crave for it !!!!
haha !!!!
West ..... tis is the chance to see revival =)